Lonely hearts try to escape

I wanna hurt myself so bad
It's like burning venoms
And freezing bones.
Ashes, dust filling my head
It's kinda crazy my mind's running,
Bless the blessing,
Curse this fucking thought
Of blood and scars and cutting flesh.
I'm a fucked up mess
How could I think of love
If loving itself is shattering
Houses to pieces
And kills the coldheart-murderdoll.
Stones and glass fell heavy down,
Drowning, drowning in flowing emptiness,
My head's filled up with.
Colours start to get wiped out
And every goddamn word will break
My world just more and more.

But don't try to fake
Some tears for me, honey,
I'm good without them
And everything will be alright.
Just get the fuck out
And leave this desaster you built.
Take your clothes, take my memories
And run, run, run down these naked streets
I used to love and now hate
With such an absolution that's killing me.

I'm betraying promises
And drink myself to sleep,
My mood can't get any better
Without covering my face in vizards.
Turning up the music
'til my eyes are bleeding and deaf.
I'm dancing mechanical, fooling around crying.
With this resting little light of hope
That fucks my nerves
And only let me raises my hating myself
I'm waiting for bittersweet darkness
That should take me down
And rescue me from my own feelings,
I can't stand it anymore,
So come, come, I wanna fly,
I want to escape.
But even if I close my lids
your scent, your expression's
Following me and won't abandon me.

But don't try to fake
Some tears for me, honey,
I'm good without them
And everything will be alright.
Just get the fuck out
And leave this desaster you built.
Take your clothes, take my memories
And run, run, run down these naked streets
I used to love and now hate
With such an absolution that's killing me.