Lying Confessions

If you could buy the world,
Would you still be happy?

The world's crashing down
While you're diggin' your own hole.

To purchase a smile with truth
Is the greatest goal in life.
But all these question marks
Are telling me it's not okay,
You're not okay to leave with.

It begins with a very simple task:
Would you still be happy
If you could buy the world
When the world's crashing down
While you're diggin' your own hole?

A problem's chasing one another,
You can't drive on streets of gold.
And the answer's no solution after all,
You have to find what's worth it fighting
Or to carry on your heart.

So, would you start to be happy
If I cut off your head?
As the world's crashing down
While you're diggin' your own hole.

The endless slumber seems so right,
Your darkest nightmare learns to fly
And velvet sheets tell other stories.
It's the true time to make
Keepers Finders count for lies.

If I cut off your head,
Would you be able to buy the world?
Because the world's crashing down
While you're diggin' your own hole.

You've sunken deep, too deep in
The world of red lights and cheap champagne,
Your last try to live the dream
Of being free and this shit called
          "Being me."

You're a liar, you're a lie
When you try to read the vizards.
You're a liar, you're a lie
When you think this world is true.
You're a liar, you're a lie.
You're a liar, you're a lie.
You're a liar, you're a lie.
And that's all what's left.
So try to life or give it up.
That's the end, now:
Shut the fuck up and stop to cry.

The Blooming Midnight

The great escape in dark locked rooms,
The view out of the walls and windows
In the middle of the bright sunset
On a day in too early spring.

But the outside couldn't be more
Opposite to the clouds in my heart.
The sky is smiling and the moon is full.

And I'm still drinking tea in the midnight sun,
It's the only time for me and you I can call fun.
Why am I supposed to turn on the lights?
There's nothing for me to see or to want.

Closing my eyes I can sit cross-legged
In the vivid green grass on still cold ground
And pity the flowers - They have to freeze.

If I reach out my hand
All I'll feel is the soft breeze
Of the marching fireflies heading
With trumpets in my direction.

And I'm still drinking tea in the midnight sun,
It's the only time for you and me I can call fun.
Why am I supposed to turn on the lights?
There's nothing for me to see or to want.

The dancing shadows pirouette
Can't get perfection when the piano lacks.
I want to paint the world,
It's going to slow and the grey's killing me.

But the rain would wash it away,
It'll be the moment I feel too numb to
Even see the water in my eyes.

And I'm still drinking tea in the midnight sun,
It's the only time for us I can call fun.
Why am I supposed to turn on the lights?
There's nothing for me to see or to want.
It won't help to get rid of the melody.

Snow Whites Poison

Infiltrated thoughts, dreams to nightmares, false wishes
Founding a broken future, a dead end in your life.
And the first thing beautiful you'll create is
The dark silhouette in snow surrounded by blood.
Your own "Happy Ever After" of your very own fairytale
'cause who said they're only for those kids' ears?

Changing roles try to confuse
Your lacking sense of who you are.
The whispering wind's telling you lies
About this growing up you fear,
The responsibility you run away from.
Stop trying to cover your eyes from the truth:
You're just a toy of fucking destiny
What's doing what it wants with you.

But that's Snow Whites Poison,
Infiltrated thoughts, dreams to nightmares, false wishes
Founding a broken future, a dead end in your life.
And the first thing beautiful you'll create is
The dark silhouette in snow surrounded by blood.
Your own "Happy Ever After" of your very own fairytale
'cause who said they're only for those kids' ears?

It's too easy to make you giving up,
To make you drown what you once loved
And to turn this worthless shit you call life
In a cemetery filled with the countless times
I broke your heart and shattered your mind.
And again and again you fall for these
Empty words and this senseless, useless nonsense.
You don't even try, changes made you powerless.

You're going to see the end by Snow Whites Poison,
Infiltrated thoughts, dreams to nightmares, false wishes
Founding a broken future, a dead end in your life.
And the first thing beautiful you'll create is
The dark silhouette in snow surrounded by blood.
Your own "Happy Ever After" of your very own fairytale
'cause who said they're only for those kids' ears?

Please don't think  my hurt will cause
Anything good for you; you're just my
Cracked wooden doll, strings of rain leaving your skin,
Controlling Wonderlands Ghost I locked in you,
The force that makes you move.
As you can't see the truth I need to verify reality.
Ongoing to carry you away from the colours
Life can cast and every living laugh out there.

Biting A Pill Instead Of Biting My Tongue Wasn't Maybe The Best Idea

I feel like throwing up
All the butterflies you fill my gut up with.
Everything I know is
It's useless to just think a second about you
But I can't stop myself from dreaming.

I don't wanna be forced
To leave the house on Valentines.
I can't stand the smiling hearts
And the scent of love in the air.
As when I close my eyes I'm able to count
The hearts I'm not even able to read.

Even if I try, I can't help
Your desire that I cheer for your and her.
Obviously it's breaking my heart
And make the darkness grow inside.
The green eyed monster's awakening.

I don't wanna be forced
To leave the house on Valentines.
I can't stand the smiling hearts
And the scent of love in the air.
As when I close my eyes I'm able to count
The hearts I'm not even able to read.

If I'm going to be a thief
And take over her body
Will I finally feel love?
(Will you love me
When I am not me?)

You should know I don't like sugar in my coffee, darling.

I can't remember the time
I allowed you to fuck up with my mind.
There's no way you're still the one I knew
But I still can't let go of you.
Continue, repeat, make me quit being stubborn.

The mirror in my stupid clutch's
Only facing the selflessness of the
Drama-princess I'm using to be.
(Drama-princess, bury your tiara.)

The little me I never lost is
Telling me the demands of my
Childish heart and all the
Dreams of pure being together I lost.
I'm still wishing that I don't have to end up alone.

I don't wanna be forced
To leave the house on Valentines.
I can't stand the smiling hearts
And the scent of love in the air.
As when I close my eyes I'm able to count
The hearts I'm not even able to read.
When I close my eyes I see nothing,
Nothing else as emptiness, bitterness
And in my deepest nightmares
Still your smile.

I don't wanna be forced
To leave the house on Valentines.
I can't stand the smiling hearts
And the scent of love in the air.
As when I close my eyes I'm able to count
The hearts I'm not even able to read.

My Latest Goodbye

The spotlights focus is me
I'll try to sing this song for you.
My knees are shaking,
My hands are wet.
But I'll go on and when the music starts
All these faces disappear.

So take me in your arms
I'll tell you again the fairytale
You buried deep inside of me.
I want to shine bright for you
And be allowed to fly with pride by your side.

The memories like photographs,
Dancing in the moonlight,
The feeling while I hold your hand
And time flew by just to stop now.
It's hard to cope and I'm not able to forget.
The moonlight makes me freeze.

Please come back in my arms,
I'll tell you again the fairytale
You buried deep inside of me.
I want to shine bright for you
And be allowed to fly with pride by your side.

The days are not as colourful as they were before
And everyday I wonder if it's nice in heaven.

When I open my eyes again
And my voice starts to fade
I can't believe I can't see you.
But I tried to give my best,
I hope you could hear my heart.
Just allow me to miss you.

I want you to take me in your arms,
Then I'll tell you again the fairytale
You buried deep inside of me.
I want to shine bright for you
And be allowed to fly with pride by your side.

We could fly like angels and laugh like in old times.
We could be the same or someone else,
Being next to you is all I want.
So stop watching over me,
I wanna join you.