Contrasts

There's no presence in this room,
Empty corpses, black holes humans are.
But even in existence this annoying sound
Of human beings, breathing, beating
As no one's able to shut the goddamn mouth.

Diamonds of ice touching me,
Cutting nearly deep,
Pieces are raining on my head,
Clutching at my hair and
Never let go of my mind.
Running in circles, the season of
Pushing Daisies began
Even if that's not my fear.

I'm the sunset at midnight
The clouds behind the sky.
Why would I wait for anything
If the gateway is shattering and
I'm the one to blame.

Shadows following me, scratching my back
Just to see me lonely again.
Their laughters like rising flowers in my veins,
Thorns opening possibilities I never thought of.
My anxiety tastes like this romantic depression they thirst for.

Diamonds of ice touching me,
Cutting nearly deep,
Pieces are raining on my head,
Clutching at my hair and
Never let go of my mind.
Cover my face in laces,
Miracles run down my fingers,
I can't stop watching what destroys me.

I don't hear the screaming silence,
But I know it's screaming for me.

Diamonds of ice touching me,
Cutting nearly deep,
Pieces are raining on my head,
Clutchung at my hair and
Never let go of my mind.

Where's the way of stopping me from killing myself?
The archers arm won't hesistate.